Ok, so this post should have gone up over 2 weeks ago. I will hold my hand out and someone can slap it for me.
I have to say that I am really struggling with Jaleesa turning a year old in a way that I never did with Jalyn. I have several theories as to why but it would take more then a blog post to sort through them. The reason I think that sticks out the most is she is my baby, my youngest, the last baby that I will feed, change diapers, clean up throw up, pick out those cute little baby clothes for, snuggle with after bath time because she as that incredible clean, fresh baby smell, watch walk for the first time. I could keep this list going on forever probably.
But the other truth to all this is I'm glad she is my baby, my last child, my last all of the above. I think part of the reason I'm struggling with that is I feel sad and guilty and happy all at the same time. Ok, time to end my therapy session for today.
With all that being said, I really couldn't ask for a better baby. She is happy, independent, adventurous and wicked clever. Jaleesa is continually smiling. I don't have a lot of trouble snapping picks of her smiling. Looking at me and not something else that has caught her eye is a whole other story.
Yes, at one she is adventurous. She has no problem taking a total nose dive off the couch to get something she wants or try to climb up the pillows on the floor to get that remote control. Clever, that girl is. She will figure out how to get what she wants. She will climb Jalyn if it means getting something she wants. Oh her independence will astound you. She wants to do everything on her own already.
I love watching Jaleesa grow up. I love seeing her love for life and family grow. Her excitement when she learns something new. Her irritated look when she has decided someone has cried long enough or she can't get into something she wants. She has an amazing infectious laugh and smile that will brighten any one's day.
My sweet baby Jaleesa, Momma loves you more than you will ever know.
A few pictures from her celebration:
all that giggling is making me tired...
mom get this off my head...
mmm... what is this?
ah cake... I will stuff the whole thing in my mouth now. Thank you.
Have a beautiful day! Smiles, Jessica